A month off my bike and I am feeling good!
For those that donāt know, or didnāt see my posts about this, I took about 6 months off from BMX before my follow-up SPECT scan with @doc_amen in October.
I did this for 3 reasons:
1) for my own health.
2) to not have any issues with the research weāre doing involving exogenous ketones (@justpruvit) and how our brains are in fact able to be changed in a positive manner. Even for someone like myself with a past of many TBIās and multiple brain tumors that came with surgery, treatments, and mental health battles.
3) to focus more on the changes Iāve been pursuing in my life to create an entirely new reality that Iām seeing manifest more and more everyday.
To be honest, I donāt miss it much.
That said, I still love BMX. I know Iāll pick it right back up. And I still think about it and envision riding all the time.
But, the itch to ride isnāt quite there. Mainly, because I donāt have any goals around BMX now that Iām not competing and donāt have any sponsor obligations.
The sponsorships and support Iāve acquired are built around me as a person, the value Iām providing, and the purpose in fulfilling.
If I want to ride, cool. If I donāt, thatās cool too.
Itāll be interesting to see how these next 5 months go and when that follow-up SPECT scan is complete.
I understand what Dave Mirra told me years ago when he retired when he said āJosh, my hearts just not in it anymore. I have nothing to prove. I have no goals within BMX. And, honestly, itās not worth my or my familyās well being.ā
I was confused thinking ābut, Dave. Youāre, Dave Mirra. How can you not rideā?
Itās all perspective and my perspective is one of gratitude for my past and all BMX has done for me. But, after 17 years on my bike, Iām excited to see where this new route and my efforts take me.
Iāll for sure ride again after the 6-month mark but to what degree, no clue.
Itās all love tho and I hope youāre all following exactly what you feel deep down.
Josh P. šš§ āļø